I let myself fall in love,gave the better part of my teenage years in searching for the perfect partner.i didn’t realize that the reason i did not find the perfect love is because i was not in perfect harmony with myself. I fooled myself to become something that someone else thought i was.
Some opportunities were missed,some lessons learnt. But every person comes in your life to plug a loophole,balance out some aspect of your personality,make you more aware of yourself. I don’t know if i have any regrets yet,but i do know that each and every decision,mistake or situation has made me what i am today-the best version of me!
My parents kept insisting on getting me married to a boy from a wealthy,highly well known family and arranged many rendezvous with eligible boys. I kept retaliating on the inside by shutting myself up a little more. I would have known a different reality today if i had chosen to ‘settle’ down. Big house,many cars,big family and a handsome husband. Why wasn’t this idealistic situation my cup of tea? What else was i looking for? I guess i wanted to learn a few more lessons and get there on my own….
I heard somewhere that sometimes,an ending is just a new beginning. That’s the story of my life-i chose to concentrate on the beginnings and all the hope that they bring.
Here i am,at the brink of a new beginning,ready to marry my perfect guy,who i met in a perfect way.